Ma

Like most of the Girls even I have a special attachment with my father.Since childhood my father was my role model,always wanted to be a professor like him someday.Even I want a husband who will have the similar features of my father in terms of nature and character and will be loving and caring like my father.Most of the time I dont give too much of attention to my mother.Well,she is my best friend,you can say,i love her as much as i love my father,and fight with her most of the time.But if you talk about giving attention to her,it shifts to my father.Even when I talk over the phone,after 5 minutes,i ask her to pass over the phone to my father,or enquire,wether my father is home .Sometimes she gets offended,sometimes she refuses to give,and sometimes without saying a word passes over the phone to my father.Today early morning a strange thing happened.I woke up in the morning to study but then again went off to sleep.I had a very weird dream in which I saw myself and my mother walking down the streets of Delhi,going to the market and shopping as we do most of the time in Kolkata whenever i get a holiday,then eating out at my favourite joints in Delhi.On our way to hostel we got surrounded by some hooligans with pistols and knives.I rushed to the nearest police booth to ask for help,when i turned back,it was too late!I cried out in my dream for ma..i woke up perspiring,looked all around,i was not at home,my mom was not around..an empty room with only me...i tried to call home at 5' o clock in the morning,there was some problem in the network,i called 5 times,still couldnt get connected,started crying sitting on my bed without realising that it was just a dream.Again called home,my father picked up the fone,asked him,where is ma,is she alright?For the first time,couldnt wait to talk to her.Her voice never sounded so heavenly and indispensable as it sounded today in the morning.After that she called thrice to check if i am alright..Missing her so much throughout the day..missing her soothing touch and that warm hug ......